I'm standing here... looking at the wreck i've just created.. the half burnt bridge.. the line that brought us together.. yet it's now tearing us apart. I continue to look at the remaining pieces of wood. Is it worth hanging onto? Is it worth the aching pain to continue to clutch onto that piece of wood knowing that it may not get me anywhere?

I don't know where I'm standing anymore. I tried to let go .. I tried to watch the flame break us apart, but i just couldn't. I put it out.. hoping to still be able to reach you despite the breakage. But when the smoke died out.. you were gone.. as if you disappeared with the smoke..

Is it worth the wait? Is it worth the pain and confusion? I keep asking myself the same questions. I can't figure out what you want. I can't figure out how we've come this far and all of a sudden, it's all just vanished. I feel as if you've just stabbed me. Right to the core. I don't know if what we had was even genuine. Was it all just for show? Or did you actually mean it when you said you felt something.. when you said you cared..

I'm still standing here.. contemplating.. flicking the lighter on and off.. silently crying inside... wondering if i should continue to burn this bridge.. yet.. i know i can't.. not yet.. not until I know for sure...

I'm hanging on tight.. yet I feel like I'm slipping... falling.. drowning.. trying to re-surface.. but it's just hurting me so much.. I don't think I can come back up and face reality... not yet.

I thought I was stronger than this... but I guess I was wrong.

"I'll feel nothing. . ."- I lied.
It was the only way to get away from you.
Get away from everything that has caused me so much confusion and pain.

It's only for a little while. . . until everything falls back into place . . maybe then . .
we'll see each other again.

x3

Wrong Person.

Wrong Chance.

Wrong Time.