Dear Blog.

Today was an exceptionally okay day.
6:45. I woke up. YES! I WOKE UP BEFORE 7AM! Haven't done this for months... Thanks to the late nights doing god knows what.
So I woke up to "I gotta a feeling", *pffting* to "Cos tonight's gonna be a good good night" why? Cos I have no tutor and it's gonna be a boring night . chk chk boom!

BIG WOW- My mum and I did not fight. Man that's like epic achievement.

So i got to school earlier than usual... recounted my gay weekend and how i used a gay pick up line that did not work xD!

1st period... history hahaha. the ration of asians to non-asians 13:3. Lol. all the lebos were out for Eid. Happy Eid !

2nd Period- science. Woo! DNA, Pedigrees, Homozygous ^^ Lol.. took me ages to understand: "Brown is dominant. If Brown was recessive then offsprings would not have blond hair" or some crap like that T___T" Mr. Hilton helped me =) Science is interesting now... since we're not learning about the stupid stars anymore .

3rd Period- Maths. SUBSTITUTE. Ms Abraham! Woo. We did probability.
Lol. Lisa and I were texting each other... and we were sitting back to back. . . Lame. I know. Unoe what sucked? My fone lagged T___T" haha.

LUNCH! Went down to canteen cos a certain teacher with a certain hot appearance was on duty ;-) so i actually bothered to line up behind 20 people. LOL.
And i've officially lost my touch in handball.. I blame the fact that both my legs are injured. OH did i mention? I stacked it AGAIN yesterday. So there's this purple bruise on my ankle/ foot. Apparently I should go get my self checked up by the doctors cos i bruise easily.. hmm.

Last period- PE! Woo! Orals ;)... presentation. HAH. Yeh. I went 3rd. And it was awesome =) Did self-defence and it was funny. I actually imitated a typical girl walking on the street. and i kinda swayed my ass .. which was bad == LOL.
but the presentation went well. Lol. Jess' was funny. She was so clear and consise, it sounded like she was talking to a group of special eds... or am i just special eds so i noe the feeling.. ? LOL. SIF!
I loved catherine's presentation.. why ? cos she was good! and she taught me something I should know.. ROFL. how to feel a racket down ;-) chk chk boom.
OMG. I finally noe what a forehand and backhand is in tennis == Made a total idiot of myself the other day... "guessing" that it was the position of the grips . hmfph ==
I'm a sadly informed person...

Anyways... That was it.. hometime... 4 periods. that sucks.

Oh i think im getting my student of the month award tomorrow. WOO. NERD ALRET xD.

Hmm. I miss benazir. =(
And I also miss speaking to my oppa who has now vanished from this side of the world.

So .. what do u do when ur interested in someone but their feelings don't correspond?
I believe the answer is persistency . . . or. . . G.O [Game over]
Help me out =)

'Till tmrw.
Black Belta.
xoxo.

P.S! The poem below. It wasn't me. Some poor loser wrote it and i thought I'd post it since it .. uh.. touchd my heart? Hah. As if i'm that poetic *roll eyes*. . .

I never loved you
So why am I feeling this way?

You never held me
So why has my heart stop beating?

You and I were never together
So why do I feel like something's missing?

Was I really falling for you?
- msb

"Did it hurt? Falling from heaven?" Worse pick up line ever. LOL.

Meh it's sunday again! and hotmail just informed me that there's 5 more days until my birthday! WOO! Can't wait. sexteen! ;-)

Hm.. quite a dull day today. So i'll recount yesterday.
Yesterday Nancy, Henry and I went to bankstown to find an outfit for my biday... i've never had to strip so much in my life T__T" Hurt my grazed legs so much ==
Well i ended up spending 50 bux on the outfit.. its soo cute! But i'll save it.
Nancy got a pair of jeans from supre size S and a shirt like mine but in pink =) soo cute!
Omg! There's a hot guy that works at EB games. Man his hair and ass. I'll be visiting there more rgularly now. heh.
We then went to the best place in the world.. HABIBS! *SLURPS* The chips are just *speechless*. So we gained a few kilos eating chicken salted chips. yum yum yum! It was worth the walk and wait and weight xD

Meh my recounts suck.

So now I must do astronomy homework from tutor which is due tomorrow T__T" Gah! And also repractice a speech for PE due tomorrow. Greattt! Oh and maths homework. Man. I got a lot to do. CBB!!

Oh the photos are of the dresses i tried on.. which was pretty but... uncomfortable cos my ass sticks out to much.. hence lifts up the dress too much wen i bend. Sucks. They were cheap as well..

OMG I SAW A PAIR OF HEELS! SO PRETTY! $109!! I shall be saving up for that... it's like hot!

anyways.. off to do homework
xoxo

Hello. Thought I should blog today since it was such a hectic day... I'm currently bleeding in several spots (as a result of stack jobs)

Okay. Well I'll start with the highlight of the day: Fiona tips, semi-flip and lands on concrete slap bang in the middle of the quadrangle where EVERYONE turned there heads and simply went "OHHHH"
So.. We were playing handball (IVE GONE PRO) I was on a roll. Making my way up to the ladder. The ball rolls away so I went to fetch it since evryone reckons im a lazy ass. So i jump over the stack of bags and fetch the ball. I throw the ball back into the square and make a leap over the bags. I didn't make it... my foot got caught, I did a semi flip and body slammed onto the ground. And next thing i hear... people going "OHHH" LOL. Lisa missed it and she was right next to me. I quote her afterwards "I turn and you're on the floor with ur white shirt brown and ur skirt all white I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED YOU STACK IT!"
Me: "I WAS ON A ROLLL! I WAS WINNING THE HANDBALL GAME!"
lISA " yeh u were on a roll alright.. rolled to the ground " T__T"
So. i stacked it and i swore. ONE DOLLAR 20! GRRR. Anyhow. I started cracking up like an idiot and dragged lisa to the toilet.. but really. i ran out of the quad and sat down and started to wail and scream out my pain. Two of my knees and right elbow was bleeding and my thigh was grazed. oh em gee T__T"
So that's my public humilation. Spent the rest of the day limping around with six band-aids. GRR
OH! MEGAN CALLED POISON JUST TO SIT DOWN AND LAUGH AT ME! I HATE U!

And to make matters worse.. my mum was pissed and accidently shoved the couch into my toe.. I ran off and started crying my head of for like 20 minutes in the bathroom. I went to have a shower and i was still crying because all the cuts hurt so much == It is now bleeding and has gone black. And i had to pour the stupid damn green oil into it . =__=

Anyhow.. on a lighter note. The geo exam is OVER
And the funny thing about it... I put africa under China wen labbeling the asian pacific map.. oh god =__=. IM NOT GOOD A GEOGRAPHY AIIGHT!
LOL

*sigh* 7 more days until im 16 =D
can't wait...

till next time
bleeding belta x3

Hello Peeps.

Today was a very hot day.. why? Because I was around! WOO
lOL. Omg.. yesterday.. english assessment. OMG. 30 MINUTES TO DO AN EXTENDED RESPONSE IS NOT ENOUGH!!! NOOO!! Everyone had a spastic attack. It was like SUPER hard.

So . I'm currently on a swearing jar with Catherine Huynh and it's like.. TOTURE. Gotta think before i speak.. goes to show how much swearing i actually do... 20 cents for every time we swear.. and in the past 24 hours.. i have it 1 dollar! LOL. GRR!!
Here's the list that I can't say:
B****
F***
Freak*** I KNOW! like wth!?
WAN***
WHO**
SL**
SKA**
SH**

LIKE C'MON! IF THEIR A B**** THEN IM GONNA HAVE TO SAY IT! But then the rules are "words that you wouldn't say around a teacher"
so GRR. The Swear jar finishes next week on the 25th birthday. WOO MY BDAY! So.. the winner keeps the money. hehe. YOU'RE GOING DOWN HUYNHIEE! She's on 80 cents. ROFL. man one of the times was because it was part of a song .. "nothing compared to neighbourhood WH***" I CAN'T EVEN SAY THE SONG'S TITLE! lolol. anyways. awesome s***

Urm... omg.. geo test tmrw.. like i have 20 incompleted skills sheet. so i'll just study through that. =) WOO.

Okay.. My ass is NOT big! I've had 2 days of teasing T__T" IT'S FINE! LOL!
B.B= Black Belta. NOT BIG BUM! lol.

Anyways.. I had a video of our class VLOGS i wanted to upload but since facebook didn't exist for me... I'll upload here =)

And a few luvos lisa and I took today in history.

Off to do work now.
xoxo

I MISS YOU BENAZIR!!

Sunday again...

Such a nice day; my bro's gone .. and im here killing myself because I can't go out.. YET.

Hm, myt as well recount y-day/night.

Catherine and Lisa came over yday to do an assignment for english... lol. only worked on it for like 1/2 hour. Catherine came 2HOURS before lisa and we just sat there brainstorming random shit. .. So lisa came.. eventually.. with gloria jenes and breadtop. YUM. *eat*. then we did our assignment. I asked lisa to buy me hair dye as well, so she dyed it for me in the arvo. Catherine had the time of her life spreading vaseline all over my face. And lisa ruined my pj pants with the dye T__T"

Anyways..so i dyed it Mahognay Red, but i wanted Terracotta like last time. The dye. turned. my. hair. DARKER. It's like emo red. *cry*. So my hair is like BLACK . like WTF!?

Training came along soon after... 3 FUCKING HOURS OF PMS!
6:07... the eight minute run starts. the mi goreng i had was coming up...AWFUL feeling. my back was hurting and.. i had my.. well.. if ur a girl. then u noe what i mean :)..
YUCKY FEELING. Ugh. Took me so long to cool down. I had sweat dripping off my head and back, my nose was running, myglass was fogging up. and ... I HATE BEING A GIRL.
Man, it was such a piss off. I'm gonna wear contacts from now on... I think im gonna break my glasses if i wear em to training any longer...

9:00 YES! HOME TIME! OMFG!! TIRED!... No.. some kids' rents had to fall asleep and have a fone with no damn reception.. so we're there until almost 10. FCK ME DEAD.

And that was my day.
Now I'm sitting here, moping. I WANT TO GO OUT!!
And OMFG i got tutor homework...

WHO'S AWESOME!? WHO'S AWESOME!? ME!
Why?? Because I just finished my history assignment- 2 task.
1st one = 1900 words
2nd one= 2000 words
Total= 3900 dead braincells
OMFG. I STILL HAVE ENGLISH AND MATHS HOMEWORK!

.. only 11pm... i can do it.. i can do it.. =__=

Listening to "Beautiful" for the 360th time..
"Like the clouds you, drift me away, far away... yeahhhh; And like the sun you, brighten my day, you brighten my day...yeah; I never wanna see you cry, cry, cry; and I never wanna tell a lie, lie, lie..."

I am currently love drunk .

ARGH STUPID! Even orange is failing me!

That Blue i used below is extremely ugly =__=

Dear Dumb Diary. =)

Today was a very peaceful and fun day..
Well the best day so far in the week =)

8:30.. commerce exam... GAH! It was surprisingly general and uncomplicated. I just love ms dally. she makes everything so simple. It was out of 40! FOURTY! That's friggen 1/3 of what it was out of last year!! Like, I cannot explain how tranquilizing this exam was.. lOL.
so that was OVER. obviously lisa, jess, sarah, hoda were all shitting themselves cos there's wasnt until the next period. So there they were studying their asses off, whilst i rocked handball =) BOoya

PASS.. same old, same old. Fun, fun, fun. Well.. it was pretty much a relaxing period. Listening to coach ethics.. hmm... makes me think about my coaching skills. ROFL.. no "contact" with atheletes.. hmm... gotta think about that one ;)
LOL. so yeh. OH. catherine showed me this DISGUSTING FML.
Today, trying to be sexy I was sucking on my boyfriends fingers. I was really starting to turn him on, when I noticed something crunchy in my mouth. Turns out, he went digging for treasure up his nose earlier. I found the treasure in my mouth. FML
Usually... it takes a lot to make me sick.. but this is just SICK.

Anyhow.. next came ENGLISH.. WOO! love ms pazin! She is just awesome.
SO. we spent the first half going through techniques for gender representation.. my mind just shut down... and we had a sitting up straight contest. OMFG. MY BACK KILLS! anyways. so yeh. and hoda was being a total douche and acting dislessic. which just made me crack up. and since i cudnt slouch, i pulled all the straight muscles =__=. then, lisa wanted chocolate.. so we ran to the staff room and took the pretty pink box. only to realise while running down the hallway that the box was filled with rubbers and pencils =__=. BUT. she got lisa and I cadbury.. which were meant to be for her son.. =/ LOL. oops.

Lunch came by. We played handball. fun shit. i think i made it to king.. ONCE. lol. big achievement. what's funny about handball.. we play with enemies. and the game gets very violent..and the tension is like WOAH O__O" . but it was fun. cos megan never got out. frkn king bitch =@

P.E... gay.. cos I had to write.. since i cudnt run. and my activy was martial arts. so i prepared an oral presentation instead. relaxing under the tree. until some kicked a stupid foot ball into my back. THANKS =__=

school. ended. AND OMG. i had 3 .. boob encounters with catherine huynh. First. I get a facefull of it, then she stabs mine with her fingers, then AGAIN.. THEN. we were all walking, so she turns to catherine ho who was between both of us, and sticks her boobs into catherine, catherine gets knocked over, turns to me, and knocks me into the stupid piano =__=. I GET IT! U HAVE BOOBS! I DON'T! GAH! LOL.
THEN. i got a ride with catherine. and i forgot my ugly sports shorts in her car, i got out and saw a guy friend, so i was like saying hi, and catherine sticks my shorts out of the window IN FRONT OF HIM and says "FIONA, YOURS!" and im just like *Wtf!!!* and i coodnt get into my bag ==. I HATE YOU CATHERINE. YOU ARE EVIL, YOU AND UR BOOBS!

revenge, sweet revenge.. coming your way...

that's all for now! now i must go and do my fugly assholements; awesome word =)

My back is officially injured. It hurts so much.
I can no longer do my daily sit ups or throw a kick.

Two lines. Happy ? =)
hehe

Tomorrow will be a better day.

I'm not going to give up.

If you want to kill yourself at school, there's an easy solution.
250mls of oak coffee milk followed by an apple that is bigger than ur standard tennis ball, wait, THE BIGGEST APPLE. Have this one after the other and then skip lunch and do maths for the whole 40 minutes. Oh, and 150 sit ups the night before. You're stomach will pretty much be on the verge of exploding.
I did all this to stay awake in science.

That was my day.

Wishing my Daddy a Happy Birthday as well as a Happy Fathers' Day!

i love yu!
xOxO!

TKD

So there I was blogging about the past 9 months only to realise I didn't blog about the 2nd most important thing (don't ask about the first, i dunno T_T") in my life.

Tee.Kay.Dee.
9 months... a lot has happened... everyone and everything has pretty much changed.

I don't know where to start, it's been a full on 63 nights worth of training. Some have been working extremely hard, others... cruising.

I guess the biggest thing is change. We've all changed; emotionally, physically, psychologically, you name it. I feel like all the pressure has been placed onto me. Whether it is for the class to learn, improve, behave, it's all me. Nancy and I have become closer and stronger than ever working to make a difference at training. It's up to us now.
Trung, Rahman, Kevin.. they're pretty much gone.. well trung almost. I guess we all move on. It's sad. It felt like just yesterday the we were full of laughter and enthusiasm... today, it's like we've all died away.
I'm trying my best to keep everything together, but it just seems like it isn't enough. I can't do this alone, I'll always need my black belt assistance. And i appreiciate nancy being there all the time. But even then, I still miss everyone else. I guess after half a decade, it's time we build another generation... Square one, except with more knowledge and experience.

On a brighter note,
On May the something (dun remember ==), a few of us went down to Kellyville for a TKD/HKD Tournament. Well, it was Tin and Phillip who were competiting, Trung and I as "coaches", Friday as the tournament guru, Lisa as my moral support, Kyla (tin's gf) and Johnni as the photgrapher. It was a day that I'd never forget.

At the beginning, Tin had no place in the comp for sparring because he's weight and height was not suitable, so we rigged the results just a bit to get him in. Unfortunately, despite his efforts, Tin loss the round by 2 points, but we all knew he did well.
Phillip on the other hand did us proud, earning a silver medal. He's comp didn't start until 6 hours later, which was a big wait.

But the biggest highlight for me that day was the Silver Medal I didn't expect to take home. Before going to the tournament, weeks before actually, my dad refused to let me particpate because he thought i wasn't ready. However, 10 minutes before the poomsae section, I saw that it looked like no challenge, so i entered. I had to repeat the pattern 4 times, which took up so much energy. At the end, it was worth it because i took 2nd place for the black belt poomsae section.

Over all, that day was just amazing. We had great fun, watched great performaces and it was just so free. The next tournament is in 2 months. I cannot wait. Gotta start training!

Once again, there's heaps more I can write, but:
a) cbf
b) no1 will read
c) diofdiosfndisfndsiofnsd

lol.

Until next time for the tkd report,
xOxO,
Black. Beltax3

It's been a while....

A while as in... 9 months xD
woo enough for a fetus to grow and pop =)... gay..

so what's been happening.. hah a lot ... too much..

let's go in categories...

Love/Like/Hate

Hmm... April... Broke my boycott on the 12th of April ... Fell for a guy who was not on the market... quite depressing because it took me *counts* 3 months to get over it =_=
Wasn't worth it. Lemme tell ya. liking a guy who's taken... and is ur friend's "Ex" not a wise move =)

Em. Liisarh on the other hand.. WOO. what's been happening... She's currently dating Jason Mckay... yes! he ain't Asian! ... It's their 2 months today... feels like 2 decades at the rate they're going with their "I love you's". Hmm... Guess I'm happy for her.. but hey... u pretty much gotta despise every guy ur friend dates... can't get too friendly... xD.
That's them... don't wanna get too much into detai.. despite spending 1/4 of my holidays seeing their faces... or face.. since they spent a lot of time kissing xD jks. babes. love yu liisarh! x3

Current love life: Gay
Lol. I dunno. Haha. It's complicated? xD. Well... i guess i'm just cruising. Still a pervet . I still do the eye thing.. and sigh at the most wrongest times so it's made SUPER obvious.
Uhhmm. Haha. i cud say a lot here but... this thing's so public . fck it. maybe another day =)


Study:

Going great. bludging. getting away with aiight marks... gotta start getting my act together tho if i wanna make it past year 10...
speaking off which.. i needa learn how to spell.. properly i.e. haha. stil remember getting caught in yr 7 for spelling "muscle" as "muscel" . cel, cle, same shit. my friends seem to believe i have a ... malfunction for working out abbreviated things?just because, i confused B.Y.O as By your self! GOSH!

oh. we made it to semi-regional finals for debating, furthest BGHS junior team has ever gone.. won birrong boys twice, birrong girls once, eaglevalve once, sefton once (biggest highlight of the year).. and unfortunately, lost to hurlstone, which knocked us out.. brought a lot of water works.. which the whole school practically heard about xD.
but.. we did well i guess. lot's of love to our coordinator Ms. Nag. and team mates who bite my head off every debate =) xo.


Tutor

it's cool. still getting tortured by my teachers. s'all gud. getting interesting. =)
although im getting dizzy at tutor these days.. . altho i dunno if it's the work.. or the eyecandy im getting.. haha. nah, it's fun now.. got Jason and Queen there to make it interesting . haha. yes, Jason is cute, and no, you can't have him :-P. i kid xD

oh. he's not lisa's bf btw.. last time im hitting on her past or present lovers.. not that i ever did hit on her present lovers. NO. lol. NOO.


On a lighter note!
*counts* 21 more days until by bday. OMFG! 3 WEEKS! WOO! Sleep over =)
Haha. Megan and Ben are pushing for alcohol. *shakes head* Aren't i enough for your dose babes? NO ALCOHOL! I don't wanna get drunk, I don't want a liver disease aiight! LOL.

Lol. Can't wait. 16, finally.. out of the "kiddie" years.
speaking of 16! i was at the video store today! and the counter guy who's in he's freaking 20's hitted on me! and wen he found out i was 16, he mouthed "too young"... unoe what's fcked? Liisarh get's the winks from the hotties, i get the ... i dunno what u even call it; from the old men =_=. DO I LOOK THT OLD!

anyways. gonna go for my Ls asap after 25th of Sep. ..
my number plate shall be F K 6 9 B B
go figure =)

Swimming:

... nan and i don't swim anymore... cos the life savers are gone. end of story.


Fashion:

Okay.. after 4 years of retarded hair cuts.. and the slip i made on my own fringe last year.. speaking of which.. il get the photo just to show u how bad it was.
anywho's. I GOT A PROPER HAIR CUT! and i dyed it red. which looked soo hot ..
and now.. im so sick of having to straighten it to its place every damn morning just for it to look HOT.

i have updated my wardrobe in the past 9 months with the following items:
- a pretty poncho, and an ugly ponchu
- white pants
fck.. that's it... == omfg. i seriously need to go shopping...

OH OH! I got two pairs of new heels.. yes... im still a shoe-holic. never gonna change.
a pair of brown pumps and a pair of brown boots. they're nice =) i can last 6 hours in them. INCLUDING running.. yes, to the many perveted men out there, when u see me on the streets with sharp heels, do NOT underestimate me, i have learnt how to train and run in them. and unless u want to become impotent, i suggest you back off. =) .. hang on.. when ur impotent.. nothing works ryt?..

ANYWAYS.
i think this blog is long enough already. i have heaps more to say. but i just cant remember.

OH OH. Catherine Huynh, the younger generation (1994) IS ABOUT TO GET A BF! like wtf!? I DON'T EVEN HAVE ONE YET! WHY MUST YOU KICK MY ASS!? Lol!
She called me immature today == hmph. excuse me! LOL.
AND. she and Lisa totally let their jaws dropped when i sed "when i get marriedd.." im like "WHAT!?" and they're like "we thought u were gonna ... lead the single life" T__T".. gr8 to noe u have faith in me guys... thank you... now i will make u wear a brown bridesmaid dress to my wedding. YES I WILL GET MARRIED!

LOL.

okay imma shut up now.

xOxO,
fiona.